10-05-07

Today I am going to start writing about my dreams. I think that it might help me to see a pattern on why I have certain dreams. Last night the main dream was of me and my brother Dave. I was driving in a little roller-skate (red) and he was the passenger. We were going to a store to pick something up. When a car almost it us, I swerved and got out of the way. Then a mile latter another accident happened right next to the car; I swerved and avoided becoming part of it. Me and my brother knew we were very lucky put still press on to the store. Then in front of us the freeway just collapsed. We had time to slowdown and swerved to avoid hitting any one and avoided getting hit. But we were on the down slope headed into the freeway pit of rubble.From here I woke up I tried to go back to sleep but the dream crept on happing over and over again. So then I realized I had to finish the story I had to save me and my brother. First I attempted to get out of the car and have us both run to safety. I tried several different routs but in the ends only one of us survived.Second I attempted to save the car and us. Trying several different routs but in the ends both of us die.Seeing my brothers or even my death in a very unpleasant fashion is never good, especially over and over again. The positive side is dealing with death weather real or made up one seem to be closer to God. This in his divine love gave me a way to save both me and my brother. The odd thing is that he was trying to show me this earlier, but I could not here him. In order to save both me and my brother I had to open my heart and my mind up to signs. After the first accident I was more aware about the drivers around me and move to the slow lanes. After the second accident I got off of the freeway. I would not risk my brother’s life just to get to the store faster. We would take the side streets.In the end I learned to always keep my eyes open God is always trying to show us things weather we are asleep or awake. Thank you Lord for saving my brothers life (more then once) and my own (more then once) your humble servant Dani.